Starting point of creation

You See, You Think and You Create, or....
You Fantasize, You Feel and You Create.

Do you want to create by looking at what you see or do you want to create what you really fancy, what you really want?
What will be your starting point of creation?

If we see something, we immediately have a thought about it. This thought is followed by another one and another one. These thoughts have their own specific energy and go into the formless cloud of Creation. From there it is returning to you with that same energy. When the thought is powerful enough (and the more you think it, the more powerful it becomes) and you are aligned well enough, not only by sending out this thought but also by feeling it, seeing it, living it, it will change from a formless energy into a manifestation of Creation.

So it is important to realize that we are manifesting our own reality, also the the "negative" experiences. And also to realize that we can create a life we really want.

Sure, it will take some practice, but if we continuously focus on the fine and beautiful things and the life we really like, it becomes a way of living in which our creations are healthy, abundant, full of love in every detail of it.

Start your practices with holding every beautiful thought or vision for at least a minute or more. Take a deep breath and let it go again in full confidence that this thought, this vision will return again, better and more beautiful every time it returns. Watch the little signs, the cosmic winks, the signs of the You-niverse. You are noticed, for sure.

I myself started by not reading those nasty articles in the papers anymore, or looking at the news on TV. It made me said and sometimes angry, sometimes with worries for the future. Instead I began to watch the beautiful documentaries about wild life, art, music. I started to look at the smiles on people's faces, smiling back, saying something nice and really meant. I began to notice the little changes in my life, all in my favor. I focussed on these changes and began to enjoy them. I started to play with it. The changes became more obvious, as if I was expecting them to come around. I began to trust life and the responding Universe. I noticed that I looked more into the future than looking back into the past. I started looking in what is right now and here. I learned that the now is the moment where it is all happening. That is my starting point. That is where I create my feelings, my thoughts that are being send out, just to receive more of it.

A great way to experience my experience. Thank you You-niverse, please give me more!!

With thanks to all of you wonderful souls, and to the learnings of Abraham Hicks, Wallace D. Wattles, Drunvalo Melchizedek, Brandon Bays, Steve Rother, Simran Singh and many others. Yep, I have spoken to them, I have listened to them, they are on my bookshelves and yet, I had to practice it before I believed it. I had to believe it before I owned it. Now it is a part of my life, integrated in every thing I do, think, feel and am.

I wish you the same!

With Love, Light and Laughter,  Peter

Who am I?

Feed back? Let me know please!


Today's morning duty was one of those that made me realize again that also this work brings me at places where I need to be for a reason. When we arrived at the front door of a patient's house, the person who opened the door asked me: "Who are you?" Naturally I answered with giving her my name and explained that we arrived to assist after  her emergency call. She let us in an we started our work. She kept looking at me for the whole time of the visit while she was being examined by the MD. I felt a bit awkward seeing her dark eyes continuous following me and not paying attention to the MD and her questions. 

And then suddenly I realized what she asked and I remembered the little exercise  during the sessions of the Healing Journey. In this exercise two persons keep asking each other who they really are. I played with that thought waiting for the ambulance which could bring her to hospital.
So I asked myself the question the lady asked me when she opened the door. The immediate answer that arose was " I am universal energy, love and light, creatieve energy and the gift of the divine You-niversity". After these words had settled in my being I looked at the lady who was already laid on a stretcher and on her way out to the ambulance. She was still looking at me but now she smiled. She had not said one word for the whole period, but now she said: "Thank you!"

I could only guess what she was thanking me for. I was ashtonished and the situation made me humble.
This lady, while being ill and tired, brought me that message of remembering how important it is to know who you really are and to know what you (want to) do in this world.

In these few little words "who are you" you can find your whole truth, your purpose, your power, your divinity. Just listen to the words that will arise. Not the words that come out of your mind, but the ones that come forth from your heart, let your soul speak. How to know the difference? The words from your soul will give you a real warm feeling of love and being loved. The words from the mind will come as facts which need to be investigated again.  At least, that is how it works with me. 

So thank you dear lady, to make this magic happen. You are blessed and I wish you well.

Like a wise and old Hopi once said:    

Your heart knows the answers,
and your Soul knows the way.
Your Journey is blessed,
and every step on your path
will be seen and accompanied.

Thank you wise man

Magical (Mystery) tour

I sometimes wondered what the Beatles meant with the Magical Mystery Tour. Well, last month I just headed the road of my Magical Tour.

It all started with the dead of my mum. It was expected though suddenly.

Sitting next to her and holding hands we were able to see her start the journey Home. We all gave her the permission to go. And during the next few minutes she went, without struggle, without pain.What did strike me most was the unlimited, unconditional loving energy from Home that flowed through us. It was overwhelming, it was a known sort of presence that brought tears in my eyes. Something I only felt once in this lifetime and now it was here again, known as Home!!
The other thing we noticed was that during the minutes before she left this earth, it was if she was in conversation with someone or something we could not see. But she was definitely communicating, having mimics on her face, eyes staring at one part of the ceiling. At that moment I felt, I knew, angels are existing.


The next days we took care of the arrangements of the funeral. It was all done in one day, as if it was already written in universe how it should be. If a question or a problem was raised, somebody called in at exact the right moment to solve that. All felt in place beautifully and graciously, every detail. I still can not quite understand how perfectly it went.
Also the support for my father was enormously, via unexpected ways. 
On the day of the funeral something funny happened. We followed the funeral car to the cemetery and they drove to the wrong cemetery. My father, sitting next to me said: "Package wrong delivered", and he laughed. 
During the days after, the care for my father, the love I felt in the air made me humble and grateful. Why? I can only say that this experience made me aware that we do matter, we can make a difference, just by listening to our hearts and do what feels right, more than ever. I am a part of something bigger that puts me in a abundant flow of love and life.

It was from that day I started seeing the master numbers everywhere. I had them seen earlier last years, but now they show up dozen of times during the day, on clocks, adds, posters, phone numbers, license plates, and at the most strange places. I see things happening around me that are for the good of people and I am a part of it. Sometimes I laugh and tend to think: "Yeah Ma, I know!!".  

And then, the next few weeks, I found myself in a ever more and more flowing stream of joy. With an amazing curiosity, I experienced how life and time were bended in our favor. My duty rota was changed suddenly and I saw a possibility to have a holiday. Other things were also rearranged without my interference, and suddenly I found myself at the travel agency. Within a few moments we booked a flight and hotel to, what I now call a magical Island, Mallorca. I always thought it was a place for visiting bars and discotheques. How wrong I was. On this short notice it was the only place we could visit. And it had to be that way, we were called to this place. Everything, and I mean really everything, went so smoothly and graciously, as if angels were preparing the way and whispering in our ears. 

Driving across the Island we saw incredible places, we had beautiful moments and were guided to most sacred and non tourist places where connecting with the magic in ourselves and the earth took place at it's own. Everywhere we looked, walked, sat or swum it was available. 

We experienced a complete reset of body and mind. And so funny, there was nothing to arrange. If we had an idea or plan, it was carried out in front of our eyes. And we stepped in, enjoyed it to the fullest and appreciated it.

These days, I again was assured that I am taken care of by something or someone. Every single piece of doubt vanished. Thank you you-niverse!! Bring me more of this, Thank you. 

Also two books of Lorna Byrne ran into my hands. Reading these books gave in some areas a confirmation about what I was experiencing. Coincidence?

And now, at home again, it all continues. This whole period feels like a new start. I am on the runway of a wonderful flight. The sky ain't the limit and I am blessed to have this journey. And more beautiful moments are still coming my way. 

I find myself on a pristine playground. An area which I knew it existed, but which I am 
re-discovering right now.

This is what my heart is full of and wanted to share with you. I know this is meant to experience for all of humanity, for you as well if you haven't done already. Just ask for it and it is being arranged. Ask for it and see it as already yours, dream it and feel it and it wil be yours now. Start your own magical mystery tour here and now!

Love you as ever, in Love, with Love and Through Love,  

Peter

A special birthday

Today, 19-06-2014 is my birthday. 56 Years ago I was born. Never ever I could have thought that my life would go as it goes today. I had many challenges during my childhood although it was a good time.
I remember myself as a bright kid, full of energy, fantasy, creativity and joy. And then belief systems were embedded in my being, sometimes not active yet, but the triggers to activate them were available and during the first 40 years of my life they have all been activated. And fear sneaked in by looking at the examples I was shown by the world. I was afraid to tell my stories, my experiences because the reactions of people around made me not happy at all.  I felt the weird one, and I learned to behave well in society and I played the game very well.

Until I decided it was enough and wanted to feel and experience the real me. An intense period of many years followed in which I remembered myself. I began to understand why it was, that I was looking for and running into the things I feared, facing all the believe systems in exact those situations that could make them worse, or could acknowledge them to become stronger. Life was summoning me to start living without those fears and systems. Without knowing it, I was running my old programs while I knew that new ones were ready to start. And then my major wake up call happened! Before being "reborn" at the hospital I had visited that place where I could decide to rest or to reprogram my life. I've chosen for the last one obviously. And then, with many visits to seminars, workshops, healings and friends my life began blooming and blossoming. 

This song send to me by a dear friend says it all, the new journey started:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFXRQKYFbXE
(sorry about the add which comes automatically with it)

I rediscovered my creativity, my fantasy, I believed in dreaming again, got new friends and I was growing a firm trust in life itself. I began to play with life and the abundant energy available on earth.
And now I am celebrating my anniversary. Harmony, joy, abundance, freedom, light, love, is radiating through me and every day is a great and wonderful magical journey. I really feel blessed to have had the opportunity to change my life and to live in the flow of endless source.

And today, I received all these heartwarming wishes with blessings, wise and loving words from beautiful friends all over the world. I tried to thank everyone in person and at some time I could not hold the pace, that many messages came in. Let me assure you that I will read them all and every message is touching my heart, for which I thank you. If for some reason I missed someone in person, please know that you are in my heart. Also know that all of you made a difference in my life. Many thanks to my loving wife and daughters who are still a great support in unfolding my life and finding my purpose. I love them deeply.

And you dear reader, friend, yes you. You were and are a great gift in my life. You gave me exactly what I needed to discover my direction in life. I know it was not always easy for you but you played your part very well. I am very grateful to know you and I hope sincerely that we will meet in tine someday and will play together while laughing out loud.

Love you from heart to heart,

Living With Love, Light, Laughter

Peter

The illusion of time

Dear reader,
These blogs are all about my experiences. I have heard often the feedback that it resonates with others and that it is helpful to them. Sometimes it is nice to read other one's story to get an idea or a glimpse of their way of experiencing, their journey. For me, reading always helped to get another perspective, another view on my story. Therefore I like to share one of my experiences, not only to get more clarity for myself, but also because I like sharing. And if only one person is helped with it, it was already worthwhile.
So enjoy.

What is it with time nowadays? There is a load of information about time available, but for me, it gets real when I myself can experience it. And I am, although it is not quite clear how I have to describe it.
I used to see time as something that consists of experiences in the past, the now or in the future. That always worked out well for me. I have heard about time being linear and it did fit well in my mind. During last weeks I noticed some changes that are giving me more evidence that time is not linear as I always thought. And sure, we already know that from readings and talks. However, experiencing this is another thing. Let me try to describe what happened.

In my work as a medical assistant and driver to the MD at the Doctors Emergency Services I often come across situations that require immediate action. Driving to a certain location, getting entrance to the object where the victim or patient is awaiting us and giving advanced life support. Naturally the MD takes the lead and I assist and follow the orders. When driving, communicating to other emergency services  or forcing ourselves into the object, I am in the main seat and the MD gives me full authority. So we are a good team. And now, more and more often in every part of this work, it is as if someone is talking to me from behind. Like: " do this, do that, beware of that, take care of this, make sure that, follow that direction, have available or at hand". And also things as :"Prepare yourself for". In the beginning I didn't listen very well and was unaware of it. But after a few weeks and some incidents with more impact than usual, it became more conscious. Often I sat down a day later and remembered what happened, overseeing the whole scene again. I remember a few times that I was blessed with this amazing intuition at the right time, for the patient's sake or that of the MD or mine. More and more I became conscious about this inner voice and as a result I began acting according what was asked or said.

And last weeks, the time between consciously experiencing this voice and the actual fact taking place became shorter. And not only during this work. The experience overwhelmed me more than once.

With everything I do, being outside, having a conversation in a group, doing a job or what ever, I hear that voice giving me important information. Like once, it was if there was a carpenter sitting on my shoulder telling me how to saw or grind a piece of wood, or a plumber telling me how to install a central heating device.
It is either that words come to me when I am working on the job, or that I feel pictures of the things to come within a short time.

You can imagine how delighted I am to experience this. Like Simran Singh wrote in one of her books:"We are all able to communicate with the universe". The similarities are there. You have them also, no doubt, like seeing the little signs 11:11 etc. But to be guided immediately and on the spot is a great feeling which I am grateful for.

Ok sure, when assisting or coaching people we are connected as well and the right words are coming out automatically, like channeling, although I do not like the word.
It feels however different in lot of the cases. It is as I am allowed to quickly see a bit further on the timeline from now. And before I know it consciously, I act upon what I have seen or felt. Like my whole being is guided in acting. Sometimes it is a bit weird to find myself acting upon something that has to happen yet. I did often look back to my life. As easily as that was, how difficult it is now. I do not like to look at the past anymore. More and more I let myself go into dreams to come true. More and more I am able to create consciously. Maybe that is why looking backward has changed into looking forward.

Thinking and feeling about this with my heart wide open I suddenly saw the timeline. I saw that straight timeline bend into a circle. Circulair time! Also something I have heard of but not experienced yet. I saw myself on that circulair timeline, able to shift a little forward and backward on the line, giving me the illusion of a straight line. Amazing. And my circulair timeline was interconnected with timelines from other beings. And when you happen to be at the crossing of the two, something magical happens. A deep connection with the other, an ability to connect to the love of the other. Is this SF or what. Is this imagination or just another dream to come true? Look at this sand timer. You can see time as the straight line of the sand pouring down. However the form of the instrument asks to be turned around forming a circle again. Looking at the shape you see two forms (ellips shaped circles) coming together at one magical point. Two non linear timelines touching each other. And there is also something like more than one non linear timeline of myself, like in parallel universa. This one is not quite clear to me at all.

For me this circular timeline also explains why some items keep coming back into my life. They are on my circular timeline and they will keep on passing me until I dare to look at them and work with them.

One thing I know and feel for sure....I really have the benefits of it and accept in full confidence what is happening. The You-niversity of life is a grand roller coaster and we need to take care not to shut our eyes, cause we could easily miss something beautiful. And keep on breathing. There is still a lot to discover and I sure like it.

With Love, Light and for all Laughter.....

Peter

The story of our life

Last week, my wife and me were married for 33 years.
That day we were very busy with the re-decoration of our house so we decided not to party. However, a few days later our daughters and sons in law invited us for a dinner in a fabulous restaurant. We had a wonderful night together as a family. The days after, I had the time to look back at these 33 years. I came to the conclusion it were amazing, fantastic, tough and rough years. In the beginning we could not have enough time to spent in each others arms. Both we were raised as responsible and undependable persons, and all we needed was each other. Those were years of working hard to stay in a financial healthy situation. We decided that my wife would stop working to raise our daughters, while I continued to make career. We had great times, all went well and reasonably comfortable. For the outside world it seemed it could not go better. What they could not see is that we had also real tough times. As a family we were very close and not prepared to show our struggles to the outside world, even not to each other sometimes. And every time, our love won the battle. I remember that after a quarrel we could never go to sleep without having a good discussion, gaining understanding about the situation, and making it up again. Most of the times this happened when we were gone to bed not having distraction from other things like the TV. Yep, those were the nights that we fell asleep after 4 AM.

Both, we had bad times, situations in which we were hospitalized and struggling for our lives. I think, only a few know about these times, and what we endured in these periods. We were afraid, angry and I remember I prayed asking for help. And every time I found that energy to receive or give love and reach out for life. We learned to trust, to assist each other in every situation and I saw how immense beautiful our relationship was. And it still is after 33 years of marriage.


I was born to live an experience as an human. The moment I arrived on earth I made the conclusion that I had to make this place an heaven on earth, because it sure did not feel that way. And sure I did not expected it to be like it was. What I did not realize then, is that I was already in a place that was heaven on earth. I made up all these experiences to learn that I am the creator of my own life, my own happiness. A long time my wife and I thought we were dependent on each other, reaching out hands in assisting to climb the staircase to heaven. Now that we realize that we are independent, and creating our own experiences, life is becoming incredible beautiful. My dreams all came true, something I never could have dreamed off....and I am still dreaming of more to come. I learned to live them. We can change our lives, it has nothing to do with getting older or gaining more insights. We know it all already. It is just our soul that wants to experience some experiences. The soul exactly knows what we need to grow and get access to the insights deep inside of ourselves.

It is with great gratitude that I look at my life, how it was and how it is going to be. And with a great bow I greet and thank every person in my life to have played that main role, to reflect what I needed  to learn.  My wife, my children, family and you dear reader gave me all the opportunity to discover who I really am. And it is still going on.

Life is just starting, life on earth is a playground of joy and happiness, every day is colored in the most amazing ways and I let myself be surprised what every new day will bring. This time we can feel the spring in our bodies more than ever. It is a new start of many exciting and beautiful things to happen. And it is my intention to live this life to the fullest I can, together with my wife and family.
If you want to join us in this celebration of life, you are welcome.

Greeting from my heart to your heart,
In Love, Light and most of all Laughter.

Peter