The heart is bleeding, the body is bruised. What is going on? It is time to stop, to breath deeply and let all what is here be accepted.
A lot of people are going through difficult times right now. Me too. I would not be honest if I say that it is always sunshine and fun and all what some of us always tend to say. No. I am human and my body is responding to all kind of events I see, I hear, I feel. Most of the time I am focussed on the nice and positive things. Sometimes it becomes difficult and focus is fading towards the less beautiful parts of life and problematic things. With all the emotions that come along with them.
Today is such a day. A day that all that doesn't work for me comes together. That all the pain I have seen and felt is flowing over. That all the patience I ever had is lost and loads of negative feelings are coming out. This is not me, this is not what I am and yet it needs to be done, although I do not like it.
Speaking out, finding solutions, asking for help and assistance in my prayers. I know I can do it. And immediately doubts are rising. What about creation and manifestation? Why did I create this, which lessons are to be learnt?
I continue daily life with the knowing this can be solved. I trust and I have the confidence that magic is just around the corner. I will open up and allow the energy to flow through me. But please let it be done soon, thank you.
You can look behind and see all the flowers you left behind or you can look behind and feel chased by the flowers.
As for now it is the latter for me. I feel chased by something beautiful only I can not yet see the beauty in it!
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