vrijdag 20 juni 2014

A special birthday



Today, 19-06-2014 is my birthday. 56 Years ago I was born. Never ever I could have thought that my life would go as it goes today. I had many challenges during my childhood although it was a good time.
I remember myself as a bright kid, full of energy, fantasy, creativity and joy. And then belief systems were embedded in my being, sometimes not active yet, but the triggers to activate them were available and during the first 40 years of my life they have all been activated. And fear sneaked in by looking at the examples I was shown by the world. I was afraid to tell my stories, my experiences because the reactions of people around made me not happy at all.  I felt the weird one, and I learned to behave well in society and I played the game very well.

Until I decided it was enough and wanted to feel and experience the real me. An intense period of many years followed in which I remembered myself. I began to understand why it was, that I was looking for and running into the things I feared, facing all the believe systems in exact those situations that could make them worse, or could acknowledge them to become stronger. Life was summoning me to start living without those fears and systems. Without knowing it, I was running my old programs while I knew that new ones were ready to start. And then my major wake up call happened! Before being "reborn" at the hospital I had visited that place where I could decide to rest or to reprogram my life. I've chosen for the last one obviously. And then, with many visits to seminars, workshops, healings and friends my life began blooming and blossoming. 

This song send to me by a dear friend says it all, the new journey started:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFXRQKYFbXE
(sorry about the add which comes automatically with it)

I rediscovered my creativity, my fantasy, I believed in dreaming again, got new friends and I was growing a firm trust in life itself. I began to play with life and the abundant energy available on earth.
And now I am celebrating my anniversary. Harmony, joy, abundance, freedom, light, love, is radiating through me and every day is a great and wonderful magical journey. I really feel blessed to have had the opportunity to change my life and to live in the flow of endless source.

And today, I received all these heartwarming wishes with blessings, wise and loving words from beautiful friends all over the world. I tried to thank everyone in person and at some time I could not hold the pace, that many messages came in. Let me assure you that I will read them all and every message is touching my heart, for which I thank you. If for some reason I missed someone in person, please know that you are in my heart. Also know that all of you made a difference in my life. Many thanks to my loving wife and daughters who are still a great support in unfolding my life and finding my purpose. I love them deeply.

And you dear reader, friend, yes you. You were and are a great gift in my life. You gave me exactly what I needed to discover my direction in life. I know it was not always easy for you but you played your part very well. I am very grateful to know you and I hope sincerely that we will meet in tine someday and will play together while laughing out loud.

Love you from heart to heart,

Living With Love, Light, Laughter

Peter